Like or Love?

Sometimes, my friends cannot differentiate the words between "like" and "love" and this actually make them suffer a lot from a relationship.  If you like someone but not loving someone, please don't start the relationship!  You like someone cos you are treating him/her as your BEST FRIEND, a friend who can accompany you whenever you feel down and sad.  This is not related to LOVE at all.  If you love someone, you will not treating him/her as your best friend but a special person that you want him/her to be your side forever. =)  Well, one of my friends suffer a LOT from a relationship, she has gone through a lot of "pain" that she does not deserve and this is really TERRIBLE.  Seeing my best friend feel sad or depressed for an "unworthy" relationship make me feel sympathy for her, i can do nothing but talk to her so that she can feels much better.  I feel sad whenever she cries in front of me and i don't want see any of my friends cry in front of me, the feeling is terrible and indescribable.  I have tried to persuade her to give up the relationship, but i know it's hard for her.  Sometimes, letting go of someone that you really love and care is difficult but we just have to try no matter what!  Giving up a relationship can be good sometimes cos it gives you a new chance to get a better one =) Maybe she cannot understands the meaning between like and love, but i know she will understand someday!  Time can helps to realize a lot of things =) 

Friendship Forever =)

Well, i just realized that i actually love my friends a lot <3 ! =D And the most beautiful thing is my friends actually love me too! Awww, this is so sweet and lovely =) I think friendship is the most "beautiful" relationship that i ever had in my life.  I am willing to lend my shoulders for my friends to lean on whenever they need me~Hey, that's my biggest promise to all my friends. =) Do not hesitate when you need someone (like me XD ) to make your life easier and happy cos i will just do anything (like giving you surprises everyday) to make you feel excited and HAPPY! My friends, if you feel alone, i will give you a call even though i am busy with my assignment and studies.  My friends, if you feel sad, i will give you a big warm hug so that happiness can goes back to you! My friends, if you feel stressful, do not worry cos i will hold your hand tightly so that you can feel my LOVE and LOVE can actually calm someone down. =) My friends, if you feeling depressed for your relationship with your love one, don't feel terrible, i will give you a soft kiss on your cheek so that you can always know that there is always someone to support you and take care of you no matter what happens.<3 I LOVE YOU MY FRIEND.

                                           A song dedicated to all my friends. LOVE YOU GUYS!

Something is not right

Something is not right with me =((( I started to get depressed easily and i found myself emotional weakly.  I don't wish to be like that but i have no choice.  When the things around me do not go smoothly as i expected, i will feel sad and even hate myself for not trying my best to make things get better.  Perhaps i am SICK =( i am sick for everything including my relationship with my friends, my love and my family.  My friends always tell me not to care too much or not to think too much, but, i just cannot stop myself to THINK! =[ I feel so suffer and i wanna forget everything badly.  Sometimes i think amnesia is good cos i will just forget every little thing in my life and start my new life again =) I know that it is not possible for me to get amnesia if only a person willing to hit my brain or my head hardly.  Yup, i am not satisfy with my life, i feel sad and lonely even though my friends are with me.  Isn't it weird?  I can tell you guys that i always "try" my best to make myself happy.  From this sentence here, i found myself out of my mind cos nobody will try to make themselves to be happy.  Happiness is really far away from me...maybe i do not deserve to be happy.  I should feel happy when i come back from brisbane, but things changed when i get scolded by someone that i dislike on the day i came back.  I feel so weird when i get scolded by someone for no reason, i really hate that cos i did not do anything wrong to him!  He should feels guilty for scolding me cos it's his fault. I'm done with him cos i feel tired.  That's why i choose not to care about him anymore, i will just let him to scold or insult me whenever he wants to do that.  I will just ignore him cos my life is independent on him but those words from him is really hurts me.  Those words really make me feel DOWN! I hope i can get rid of this feeling as soon as possible, I NEED HELP! =(

This song can really describe my feeling! =( Emo sook theng is back!

Test test test =((((

Well, i'm going to have DFD (dosage form design) test soon =(( I feel so afraid of the test cos i did not prepare very well.  Moreover, i cannot understand the lecture notes AT ALL! I cannot imagine how am i going to have the test with this kind of situation...Duh, i just want a PASS! And i really hate to hear "expect or expectation" from our beloved lecturer cos they CANNOT EXPECT ANYTHING from us, instead, they should assume we don't know anything! =.= I seriously can feel the stress when i cannot do the tutorial question with the provided answers. This feeling is not good =( How come i cannot understand a question with the provided answer? And how come i cannot answer a question even though i have read through all the necessary notes? Duh~this is just so wrong! Maybe our beloved lecturer should change his way of teaching otherwise we are gonna to suffer for this whole semester! >.< Argh, DFD, i won't let you to fail me! =D