Saturday, August 20, 2011

I am busy


I have been so busy lately =( I really hate myself for being so busy in doing assignment, homework, presentation and research.  Sigh, my life is lack of fun, i don't wish to study all the time cos this is so crazy, well, gaining knowledge is fun but gaining knowledge in a "forced situation" is a headache to me.  I am so busy until i can't take a break to chat with my family and my parents keep complaining about this issues, like" How come you are so busy that you can't spare some time to chat with us?" I know they wanted to talk to me so badly as i did not  talk to them for a long time, i know i should not let them down but i am REALLY BUSY! I wish i can finish this semester earlier so that i can go back to Malaysia and accompany them cos they need my attention. =) I hate my life for being so busy, i need to RELAX now! 

Friday, August 5, 2011

I am not HAPPY =(


I am not happy because i do not know how to differentiate between what is right and wrong.
I am not happy because my life is complicated.
I am not happy because my true friends aren't my true friends.
I am not happy because someone have wronged me.
I am not happy because i started to revenge on my friends who have wronged me which i think that i should not do that.
I am not happy because i find out the ugly truth about my friends.
I am not happy because my friend is a hypocrite.
I am not happy because i cannot find anyone to trust.
I am not happy because i cannot move on with my life.

I am not happy because i HATE myself.  I am just not happy with my life =(
The truth is " I get tired of finding the truth".