If i could turn back time

If i could turn back time, i will not choose to go Adelaide which is a place that is far away from my country,home,my beloved family and also my friends. =( To be honest, i thought i can be more independent if i go to Adelaide, but it's not like that at all =) I am just a little kid at there and i can't do anything without my family besides me!  In malaysia, my family will always accompany me to do whatever i want and therefore i feel that i look like a princess to them.  They always try to make me happy with their stupid jokes (especially those cold jokes from my sister) and it really works.  In adelaide, i cannot feel the love from my family but the loneliness.  I feel lonely even though i have some of my good friends at there to chat with me and play with me everyday.  However, that's not enough for me, i am really greedy, i wish that all my friends and my family will come over here and take care of me.  At least, they can make me become stronger and determined to face those problems that keep disturbing my life.  Maybe it's time to have a boyfriend with me so that he can protects me and i might feel the love again if i hug him tightly~ =) Yup, you guys are right, i'm desperate for love!