Forever

I am going back to Adelaide soon =) This time, i will try to enjoy the life at there as i promised my friends/parents to do so! >.< My friends are so worry about me as i going to Adelaide without them by my side. So, they have made a decision which i think that it is a good decision and a good news to me =) Guess what?  They are going to visit me when they have semester break =)) Aww, i can't wait for that, that will be Cool if i can see them in Adelaide. I think i have changed a lot in these 2 months because i started to think positive rather than negative when times are tough.  And the credit goes to my friend =) They really encourage me a lot and they even plan to go Adelaide with my family just to visit me and hug me... So sweet！Anyway, i feel really exhilarated when i know that they are going to visit me....Good, i just want them by my side FOREVER =)

If i could turn back time

If i could turn back time, i will not choose to go Adelaide which is a place that is far away from my country,home,my beloved family and also my friends. =( To be honest, i thought i can be more independent if i go to Adelaide, but it's not like that at all =) I am just a little kid at there and i can't do anything without my family besides me!  In malaysia, my family will always accompany me to do whatever i want and therefore i feel that i look like a princess to them.  They always try to make me happy with their stupid jokes (especially those cold jokes from my sister) and it really works.  In adelaide, i cannot feel the love from my family but the loneliness.  I feel lonely even though i have some of my good friends at there to chat with me and play with me everyday.  However, that's not enough for me, i am really greedy, i wish that all my friends and my family will come over here and take care of me.  At least, they can make me become stronger and determined to face those problems that keep disturbing my life.  Maybe it's time to have a boyfriend with me so that he can protects me and i might feel the love again if i hug him tightly~ =) Yup, you guys are right, i'm desperate for love!  

Insomnia~

Geez, i wonder what's wrong with me cos i cannot sleep well in these few days. Is "playing too much" consider as a  factor to cause this to happen? I always fall asleep at 4a.m everyday and i can't do anything to help myself to sleep before this time! This is so terrible >.< It seems like insomnia has become a habit to me~ I feel so sick because of insomnia cos it spoils my mood seriously~(Duh, sick + emo can really kill me) =.= Maybe i need some friends, family or boyfriend to hug me tightly so that i can overcome my emotional. At least, it works for me =) I just want them to listen to my problems or lend me a shoulder to lean on because i really feel so suffered from insomnia and also my personal problems. Friends, family or my boyfriend, i really need your hug right now =) Give me a hug, will you?