I am just a crying baby

One of my favorite hobby is -Crying T.T Well, i always think that crying is a form of exercise that can help you to relive stress or help you to get over hard feeling when you are facing a terrible problem.  I always cry too easily and in situations that i really shouldn't, but, i just cannot do anything with it.  I just let my tears run down from my face and i only cry when i feel stressed and tired of my life.  I bet there must be a lot of people can get rid of this feeling but not me, i do not have the ability to get through the feeling without someone important by my side.  Therefore, crying is the only way that can help me to get through everything cos i really feel better when i finished crying.  At least, i will feel tired and lye in bed and sleep like a baby without thinking too much! =)) Maybe i should tell myself that " A good girl like me should not cry".  It's time for me to not become a crying baby.  Nobody will rely on me if i cried all the time!

No more BAD habits

When i was young, i used to hate people to smoke or drink alcoholic drinks cos i don't think it is good for body health.  So, i will just try to restrict myself for not doing those kind of things even though my friends always coax me to do that.  They think that smoking and drinking alcoholic drinks is not a really big deal and they think that it is COOL for having those kind of habits.  Cool, huh? Is smoking really makes you cool? Well, i don't know and therefore i asked for a cigarette from my friends and begin to smoke.  Since i am a beginner, i cannot smoke really well as my friends did but i realized that smoking does not make you look COOL at all! =(((( It just make your body feel tired and dizzy, i really feel bad for having a first cigarette in my life, NO WAY! If my parents know that, they will just ask me to come back to MALAYSIA and don't allow me to go out anymore! So, i must become a good girl and smoking, alcoholic drinks or gambling should not become a part of my life~ XD My life should be full of happiness (Study, exercising, shopping or sleeping) but not those kind of bad habits.  It's time to stop those bad habits especially smoking cos i'm afraid that i will get addicted to cigarette. Ah, please don't cos i am always a good girl.  I hate smoking, alcoholic drinks and gambling and i don't really want to attach to them! Sook theng, be firm, no more bad habits in your life~ =))))))