Boring Holidays =(

Duh, my holiday is so boring and i feel really regret for not going back to MALAYSIA =((( Argh, now i can understand the feeling that you stuck into a boring place where there is no ENTERTAINMENT at all. =.= And i'm a person who get bored easily which means my life is lack of FUN! >.<  I wanna go back to Malaysia and have fun with my family and friends and i really want to eat DURIAN! Oh, how come my family eat durian without me??  I know i should have fun in Adelaide but i really can't find a place to enjoy. In malaysia, i can always go out and "yum cha" with my friends, but in adelaide, it is really hard to find a good place to yum cha at NIGHT!  In malaysia, i can drive my own car and go everywhere that i like, but in adelaide, i have no Car to go everywhere that i like except taking bus or tram.  Well, whenever i mention this to my parent, they will just say" You this naughty girl, stop complains about lack of fun in your LIFE cos you ALREADY have enough fun in your life.  And please appreciate everything that we have done for you and we always give the best to YOU!" And...bla..bla...bla........ =.=  Sigh, i always have to spend at least 1 hour to listen their BORING "stories", just like my holiday, BORED!  Actually, my parents like to complain about me too.  They always say that i did not miss them cos i don't even give a call or skype with them during my free time.  Lol, this is really FUNNY, so, parents can complain too! =D Anyway, holidays are boring sometimes, but university is boring all the time! XD 

PUB?!!!

One of my favourite activities is going to PUB =)) Well, i am not trying to become a bad girl or what, i just like the atmosphere at there, it is really AWESOME! =D I go to the PUB every friday night and i really enjoy it cos that's the only time i can get to relax, hooray! I don't usually dance at there (I am not good in dancing), so, i will just order a wine or cocktail and start to DRINK with my friends.  I always try my very best to get my friend drunk but i am always the first person to get drunk at there.  Duh, it is so unfair =(( Why do i get drunk so easily?  Lol, my friends always laugh at me when i get drunk....T.T  Anyway, pub is really FUN if only you know how to enjoy the environment and also the wine at there! =)  Aha, i also like the music at there, it just make me feel happy.......i can just sit at there and enjoy the music for WHOLE NIGHT! That's why i did not get enough sleep all the time =(((( Well, i think it should be "OK" with me cos i'm willing to sacrifice my sleep just to have fun in PUB! Wahaha >.<

Boyfriend or boy friend? =)

Well, my current boyfriend always ask me a question which is "Am i your boyfriend or boy friend? Haha, that's a good question, cos i don't even know how to answer him.  To be honest, i always TRIED to treat him as my boyfriend but i always did something bad to him (Hurt or Insult).  Maybe i am not TALENTED in love, i just don't know how to love somebody! That's so SAD for me =(   I am a person who doesn't want to spare my love to my boyfriend but, i just want THEM TO LOVE ME! It is really selfish to ask someone to you but you are the one who does not want to share your love with that person. And i am that person. =) I always ask myself why do i need a boyfriend in my life? Cos i don't love them at all, why do i still need to waste my time and also his time? >.< I always hope that i can meet a right person, it's just like an enzyme substrate mechanism, i want the best substrate to FIT ME! Hope that i will find one BEST SUBSTRATE in my future life~ =)))

I am just a crying baby

One of my favorite hobby is -Crying T.T Well, i always think that crying is a form of exercise that can help you to relive stress or help you to get over hard feeling when you are facing a terrible problem.  I always cry too easily and in situations that i really shouldn't, but, i just cannot do anything with it.  I just let my tears run down from my face and i only cry when i feel stressed and tired of my life.  I bet there must be a lot of people can get rid of this feeling but not me, i do not have the ability to get through the feeling without someone important by my side.  Therefore, crying is the only way that can help me to get through everything cos i really feel better when i finished crying.  At least, i will feel tired and lye in bed and sleep like a baby without thinking too much! =)) Maybe i should tell myself that " A good girl like me should not cry".  It's time for me to not become a crying baby.  Nobody will rely on me if i cried all the time!

No more BAD habits

When i was young, i used to hate people to smoke or drink alcoholic drinks cos i don't think it is good for body health.  So, i will just try to restrict myself for not doing those kind of things even though my friends always coax me to do that.  They think that smoking and drinking alcoholic drinks is not a really big deal and they think that it is COOL for having those kind of habits.  Cool, huh? Is smoking really makes you cool? Well, i don't know and therefore i asked for a cigarette from my friends and begin to smoke.  Since i am a beginner, i cannot smoke really well as my friends did but i realized that smoking does not make you look COOL at all! =(((( It just make your body feel tired and dizzy, i really feel bad for having a first cigarette in my life, NO WAY! If my parents know that, they will just ask me to come back to MALAYSIA and don't allow me to go out anymore! So, i must become a good girl and smoking, alcoholic drinks or gambling should not become a part of my life~ XD My life should be full of happiness (Study, exercising, shopping or sleeping) but not those kind of bad habits.  It's time to stop those bad habits especially smoking cos i'm afraid that i will get addicted to cigarette. Ah, please don't cos i am always a good girl.  I hate smoking, alcoholic drinks and gambling and i don't really want to attach to them! Sook theng, be firm, no more bad habits in your life~ =))))))