Test test test =((((

Well, i'm going to have DFD (dosage form design) test soon =(( I feel so afraid of the test cos i did not prepare very well.  Moreover, i cannot understand the lecture notes AT ALL! I cannot imagine how am i going to have the test with this kind of situation...Duh, i just want a PASS! And i really hate to hear "expect or expectation" from our beloved lecturer cos they CANNOT EXPECT ANYTHING from us, instead, they should assume we don't know anything! =.= I seriously can feel the stress when i cannot do the tutorial question with the provided answers. This feeling is not good =( How come i cannot understand a question with the provided answer? And how come i cannot answer a question even though i have read through all the necessary notes? Duh~this is just so wrong! Maybe our beloved lecturer should change his way of teaching otherwise we are gonna to suffer for this whole semester! >.< Argh, DFD, i won't let you to fail me! =D

Soft serve cone =)

Aha, i started to like Soft Serve Cone cos it is just so Amazing and Awesome! =)) I like to eat it whenever i feel sad and down because it can brings back my smile in just a second XD See, i am smiling!!!! I just can't stop myself to eat it even though my friends tell me that it is not healthy at all~ Well, WHO CARES! I just want to enjoy my delicious soft serve cone cos it makes my day =))) I don't wish to act like a kid but i have to admit that i have fallen in love with SOFT SERVE CONE <3!! Duh~ i feel like i want to have SOFT SERVE CONE now =))) Who wants to eat with me? Vanila or chocolate is OK for me! XD

University Life

Duh~my university life is just so boring and annoying =((( Everyday, i have to wake up at 8 or 9a.m just for one lecture class and this is really sucks as i need MORE SLEEPS in the morning.  I almost missed all my breakfast just because of the morning lecture class =((( Can you imagine the situation that you are not having your very first meal before you go to the HELL lecture class? >.< That's why i said the University Life is so ANNOYING! And I really feel "PROUD" of my timetable because it ruins my life seriously~ Lol, i have one day which i have to start from 9a.m to 5p.m without having any break time!  I am just an ordinary student but not a robot or machine, i cannot do any extreme things >.<  Moreover, i hate to do practical cos it requires 3-4 hours to finish and i'm really an impatient person.  The practical is so tedious and i cannot observe anythings from the experiment if i do not get enough sleep. At first, i thought my university life will be very happy and fun, but it's not like that at all! I can't feel any happiness with a lot of unfinished assignment in front of my study table =.= Some assignments need about 2 month to finish which means i cannot go on a drinking spree~ =(((

Forever

I am going back to Adelaide soon =) This time, i will try to enjoy the life at there as i promised my friends/parents to do so! >.< My friends are so worry about me as i going to Adelaide without them by my side. So, they have made a decision which i think that it is a good decision and a good news to me =) Guess what?  They are going to visit me when they have semester break =)) Aww, i can't wait for that, that will be Cool if i can see them in Adelaide. I think i have changed a lot in these 2 months because i started to think positive rather than negative when times are tough.  And the credit goes to my friend =) They really encourage me a lot and they even plan to go Adelaide with my family just to visit me and hug me... So sweet！Anyway, i feel really exhilarated when i know that they are going to visit me....Good, i just want them by my side FOREVER =)

If i could turn back time

If i could turn back time, i will not choose to go Adelaide which is a place that is far away from my country,home,my beloved family and also my friends. =( To be honest, i thought i can be more independent if i go to Adelaide, but it's not like that at all =) I am just a little kid at there and i can't do anything without my family besides me!  In malaysia, my family will always accompany me to do whatever i want and therefore i feel that i look like a princess to them.  They always try to make me happy with their stupid jokes (especially those cold jokes from my sister) and it really works.  In adelaide, i cannot feel the love from my family but the loneliness.  I feel lonely even though i have some of my good friends at there to chat with me and play with me everyday.  However, that's not enough for me, i am really greedy, i wish that all my friends and my family will come over here and take care of me.  At least, they can make me become stronger and determined to face those problems that keep disturbing my life.  Maybe it's time to have a boyfriend with me so that he can protects me and i might feel the love again if i hug him tightly~ =) Yup, you guys are right, i'm desperate for love!